My Mind:/

I miss someone. And my tears still flowing with the darkness inside my heart just because I miss her. 1year 1month ago of a date that i forget already. Thats she say she was not loving me anymore and gonna leave me just like that. Maybe she is not my first gf of me, but she the one give me the special feelings with her. When I say to her that I miss her so much and I feelings good. I din't think so much of it. I know that right now I have a gf that so love me damn much, I don't wanna to hurts her and trying to love her more and more. I'm trying hard than before. When I'm sad I had no idea should shared with who or another say is not sure that the person who I mostly trust. Im feel good but same the way I feel bad too. 

Weird right? You guys sure will think still had a boys that can write down his feelings and shared with everyone right. Yea its true. Thats is me.
To me. No matters what happen. I will chill right there and wont beat by LOVE. There I love the everyone who loves me and cares about me.Don't worry, I will stand for it. Start right now I will be happy to all my friends.
 
Thankx^^